“I’m cool with whatever. You decide.”
My friend looked at me with gracious (and patient) eyes as I sidestepped her question.
“I wish you’d tell me what you’re really thinking.”
The comment took me aback.
I am terrible at telling people what’s really going on inside of my head.
Never giving your input isn’t the ultimate form of humility and self-sacrifice.
You’re really hiding by slamming the door of trust and connection in someone’s face.
And you’re driving the people you love crazy.
I don’t care.
It doesn’t matter to me.
If that’s what you want to do.
We say these things, but deep down we do care and it does matter and you have wants.
It’s impossible to not care about everything.
(Can all of the exasperated people on the receiving end of these comments say, “Amen!“?)
I’m the world’s worst person at being an overly passive, peace loving person….
This is a real struggle for me.
My (un)natural tendency is to keep things buried deep down inside.
Another friend recently told me that standoffish nature in college held me back in many ways–and it’s true.
I kept people at arm’s length.
She expressed her thankfulness when I became a more open person. The change opened a lot of doors of opportunity that remained shut in years past.
Let me be very clear:
We all need to have boundaries and to guard our hearts. Prison bars and barbed wire fences, though, are a bit much.
Now, I’m building a nice fence that looks less like a maximum security prison and more like a simple property marker.
My challenge to you is to honestly answer the next question asked of you.
Can I get your opinion?
What do you prefer?
Is this something you want to do?
Meet Strawberry Goonhild. 
Strawberry likes classic rock and ’60s music. One time she wanted us to listen to hip hop, but that’s where I draw the line. 
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